~ 时间 ~

时常听别人说:“哎呀！没时间了！”

“如果一天有60个小时就好”

而我每次就会对别人说

"每个人都有时间”

“问题就让时间来证明，解决一切"

但每次说到这句活..

心里就会有百般滋味..

我看起来是个有时间的人，

但我唯一缺少的是我的自信..

对于自己的信心往往就爬不到山顶..

往往就是藏在谷底里..

我可以说是个很自卑的人..

尤其是在外表上和感情上..

看见满街都是天使脸孔，魔鬼身材的辣妹..

不用说也知道我的表情会是怎么样..

先是目瞪口呆，然后来个羡慕的表情..

再来一个眼睛在那辣妹上

不断地左看右看..

上看下看..

最后辣妹走了，就是头低低没信心的表情..

感情上，我每次都很怕..

怕什么，我自己也不懂..

就因为怕，我每次就会把手松开..

幸福就是这样从我的手中溜走..

就算遇到一个很好的男生..

那种恐惧感还是会存在..

不是怕那个男生会对我怎样..

是怕我会对那个男生怎样..

虽然我曾经说过，

不管什么事，时间都会帮我们解决..

但这次时间要怎么解决也解决不了..

因为我没那种运，

没那种信心,

也没那种命..

有时候，我会怀疑

是不是神要我经过些什么挫折

或者失败

还是什么大挑战

才会给我一个比较好的生活..

至少在感情上，我可以拥有很坚定的自信心..

但还是算了吧..

或许我的命就是这么苦..

好的东西总不会属于我的..

所以

时间啊时间..

你几时会帮我解决问题？？

你几时才会证明一切给我？？

你几时才会把我的恐惧感赶走？？

你几时才会给我像辣妹那样的外表呢？

明年就世界末日啦..

我还剩不多少日子等你啊..

~ BITCH ~

说到这个字..

我突然才发现到它就在我昨晚的梦出现..

昨天发生了一些事情,

心里很难受..

因为发现到自己的存在从来没带过欢乐给大家..

带来的反而是忧伤..

更加无耻的是浪费了某人的心思和时间..

昨晚梦见了番薯猪的朋友，Noob, cutie 和 Jin..

他们不约而同的在msn找我..

然后同时也用了这个字 "Bitch" 骂了我一顿..

我反而没有反驳他们..

还回复他们 “Thanks for that.”

“I admit that I am a bitch =]”

长痛不如短痛..

我不值得你为我这么做..

谢谢你, 番薯猪..

~ Left · 左 ~

我不是你右边的那位女生..

I'm not the girl who stand right beside you..

谢谢你。

Thank you so much..

对不起。

And I'm truly sorry..

~ 我的游戏世界 · My Game's World ~

有谁没有想过想要设计一个属于自己的世界？

但往往只有在发白日梦的时候，

自己的世界才会浮现在空气中..

被手指一动..

"Pok" 

你的世界就这样破了..

如果有看Digimon 2的人，

结局就是一个玩游戏玩了几十年游戏的人，

把Digimon世界设计出来后，

但却没有机会踏进他所设计的世界..

哪怕就只是那一步..

我也设计了我自己的世界..

虽然不怎么好看..

不怎么高科技..

但至少在我的游戏世界里，

我可以选择我要做些什么..

不用理别人怎么想..

自己高兴就好..=D

click, watch and comment..

thanks..

~ 欠揍.Deserved ~

我很想生病到五颜六色..

I wish I will get sick..

我很想把自己弄不见..

I wish I can make myself disappear..

我很想自己从来没有存在在这世界上..

I wish I never exist in this world..

我很想...做一些欠揍的东西..

I wish to do something that will make people beat me..

那大家就可以把我揍到扁扁的..

So that you guys can beat me until I become flat..

谢谢..

Thanks..

~ More Than Words ~

Having a very long "vacation" with Mr. Assignment and my blog is being neglected..

Very sorry, my babe blog..

Now here I come to visit you and give you a big hug hug...=3

During the "vacation", there are tons of fun, sweet, stressed, upset things happened...

I am definitely stressed up and tension when I am having vacation with Mr.Assignment..

He didn't give me any sweetness or comfortable..

and yet I still need to work together with him until very late night..

ZOMBIEEE for 3 continuous sleepless night...

(>.<)

But I still love my Mr Assignment for giving me such a outstanding adventure..

A creepy, scary, and full of challenges adventure..

There are more that I can say with words..

It is a indescribable feeling.. 

Anyway, I have my sweetest April fool this year..

What is the thing that make me feel so sweet??

Hmm...I would like to keep it as my little secret..

If you guys wanna know it, then you guys need to slowly figure it out..

 I would like to have some mysteries and suspends for this little secret..hehe.. 

At the same time, I hope myself had make the correct decision..(^-^)

Well, here I want to take the opportunities to apologize to my dearest family..

Especially my lovely parents..

Sorry to make them to worry about me due to the outstanding adventure gave by Mr. Assignment..

Sorry for my expensive phone bill during the "vacation"..

Sorry daddy..Sorry Mummy..

I'm truely deeply very sorry..

(>.<)

Besides, I think I just miss the chance to work with my lovely pretty Boss (Belinda Chee) again...

This is also because of Mr. Assignment and I miss the chance..

ARGHH!! I hate you, Mr Assignment..

Why don't you just disappear earlier?? (T-T)

Sigh..Never mind..

I need to be stay positive thinking..

I'm sure there will be another chance which is coming soon..(^-^)

Last but not least..

I am having serious HOMESICK!!

Mummy, sorry for can't going back to celebrate your birthday..

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!

DADDY!! 

I Miss You Too!! (T-T)