FaMiNe 30^^

WoW~

Yesterday 23rd of August 2009, I just finished my fasting for 30 hours..

It is so syok, man!!

You guys must go to experience it next year...

Before I go to Famine 30 Hours..

I go for practise..

Haha..

First day, I fasting for 14 hours..

Second day, I fasting for 14 hours..

Third day, I fasting for 26 hours..

The feel is totally different...

WoW..

Now only I realise, I LOVE the feel of HUNGRY..

It make me so energetic even though I don't have anything in my stomach..

My friends all say I am insane..

During the FAMINE 30 DIY CAMP, I never feel a bit hungry..

I am the one who shout the most in the camp..haha( just wanna make my group member more energetic...so shouting some motivating slogans^^)

But I lost my voice at the next day..

L.O.V.E LOVE INDIA INDIA

L.O.V.E LOVE INDIA INDIA

BEAT IT~

NAANDEREE~

Haha..

that is my group slogan..

The most creative slogan among the groups..

Wahaha..just syok sendiri..

Who didn't join FAMINE 30 HOURS before..

You should go for it..

It really very fun..is true!!

Next year I sure join it again!!

FAMINE 30 2010, I WILL BE BACK!!

Haha..

me, grace goh and sabrina..haha..the most ugly picture of me..

me and my group member, Jooh..a pretty girl oh^^

this is the scene when I go to countdown ceremony at Stadium Bukit Jalil...Is around 7000 people at there..so high!!!

My SaMpAt CouSin~

Thanks to my sampat cousin, Saiwin Chew..

Today I went to 1 Utama with my dearest and most sampat cousin..

We snap a lot of self-loving pictures..

1st time snap pictures with smile =)

Thanks so much, Saiwin~

I Love this Picture the most...

To Someone (a guy)

I know you still care for me..

But can you don always ask me to accept this guy or that guy?

Not everyone is suit for me..

Sometimes I feel like I am a burden for everyone..

Always let people that around me worry about me..

make them sad, make their life so insecure because of me..

I know I dont have that great influence..

But I know my presence have make some people's life messy and suffer..

This is not the first time I feel so..

Stress has make my life so negative..

But then I still need to continue my life..

I dont know how long I can live in this earth..

With the energy I have, I will still make people that around me laugh..

make them happy..

I dont mind be a clown..

I just want all my friends happy..smile..laugh...

I know you always avoid me..

Just because of some reasons..

I know..i understand..

Sometimes I also doubt that should I tell you this and that..

but I know I have to keep my promise before I came to PJ..

that I have to tell you everything happening here..

I know when I tell you about my life, your mood will start to change..

You always ask me not so stress la..cheer up~

But it is hard for me..

Anyway, I will still make my life better..

Dont worry...

SiCk~

Recently, 2 of my house mates are in the illness..

As a house mate for them, I should take care for them..

But actually the main purpose I take care of them is I hope myself get sick too~

Wahaha^^

This is because long time I din fall sick already..(I think since form 1, that time is because chicken pox..Oh My God~)

I scare if later I sick, it will be a serious sick..

I don wan be that..So I rather to get a fever than get a serious sick..

But no matter how close I am with my housemates who are sick, how often I stick with them..

I just cant get sick~~

Alamak~~

Is it showed that my immune system is too strong???

I told my friends that I want get sick..

The first respond from them is "CHOI!!! Why you like that? Touch wood! Touch wood!"

Aiyo~

I just wanna get sick la..

Not commit suicide =__=

By the way, I hope my housemates will recover soon..

Take care, girls and guys~

drink more water and get enough sleep ya^^

I Am Not OkAy~

Since I come to PJ, my stress never reduce before..

It just keep on increasing..

Till now, I really can't stand with it anymore..

I feel wanna cry..

But I can't find a shoulder that I can lean..

Why I so stressful?

Let me tell you what post I am holding..

First, I am the Assistant Secretary of Travellr's Den..

Organiser for the Pulau Redang's Trip..

Second, I am the Assistant Treasurer of Public Speaking And Drama Club..

Need to recruit new member start from today..

Third, I am the chairperson of Musical Prom Night..

Every proposal need to finish within this semester..

Fourth, I am the Assistant Secretary for the Project Langkawi..

Is an big event for Community Service Society..

Every Sunday need to attend the meeting, some more will get scolded everytime meeting..(sure get scolded**)

I really can't sleep well every night..

Always think about the idea for the next meeting..

What should I do for the next meeting..

Which theme should I use for the Musical Prom Night..

I really miss my home...I miss my buddies in hometown..I miss my kampar friends

but because all of these meetings, I need to stay back every weekend..

The worst thing is when I emo..

You guys who know me well should know what I will do when I am emo..

When I emo, I not really will talk to people..

And this cause my housemates and friends not dare to talk to me..

They say I look "fierce" when I emo..

They got try to make me smile by jokes or whatever funny thing..

But I jus cant smile..

I am getting more emo nowadays..

I lost the ability of smile..

I am not like past..always the person who laugh the most..

I want be myself back..

But I just cant..

Who can help me find myself back??

I really need someone who can understand me..

Like my kampar friends and my hometown buddies..

They sure have the way to make me laugh..

share my tears and joy..

share my words of heart..

Sometimes, I feel wanna quit..

But I know I cant do such stupid thing..

I need to continue no matter how hard is it..

Although I am not really okay for now, I still will continue it..

It is for all of you who care for me out there..

100 TrUtH ^^

001. Real name → ChIn ZiH YiN
002. Nickname(s)→PiKaChU, SaKaI
005. Male or female → FeMaLe
006. Elementary → TaDiKa RaSa SaYaNg
007. Middle School → SJK(c) SaN MiN No.1
008. High School->SMJK SaN MiN
009. College School --> UTAR
010. Hair color → Black.
011. Long or short → LonG
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud and quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → SwEaTs
014. Phone or Camera → PhOnE
015. Health freak → Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → None
017. Do you have a crush on someone? NoPe
018. Eat or Drink → DrInKs
019. Piercings → YeS.
020. Tattoos → No.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 6 YeArS oLd
024. First best friend → MeI JinG
025. First award → BaNd CoMpEtITiOn
026. First crush → PrImArY ScHooL
027. First pet → DoGGiE ^^
028. First big vacation → GeNtInG HiGhLanD
030. First big birthday → 16th BiRtHdAy

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → No.
050. Drinking → No.
052. I'm about to →pLaY ^^
053. Listening to → JaPaNeSe SonGs
054. Plans for today →StUdY FoR ExAm...BuT StiLL So FrEE To bLoGGinG
055. Waiting for → 12am..StArT StUdY SeRiOusLy

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Of CoUrSe..BuT NoT NoW....HaHa
059. Want to get married? → NoT DeSpErAtE FoR It
060. Careers in mind →DJ, TV HoSt, BrOaDcAsTeR..AnYtHiNg AbOuT TV oR RaDiO StAtIoN

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → BoTh
070. Shorter or taller? → BoTh
072. Romantic or spontaneous → BoTh
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → NiCe ArMs
074. Sensitive or loud→ SeNsItIvE
075. Hook-up or relationship → HooK-uP.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → NeiThEr

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts →SoMetImEs
081. Ran away from home → YeS.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No
083. Killed somebody → DeFiNetLy NO!!!
084. Broken someone's heart → YeS..SoRRy FoR ThAt..>__<

085. Been Arrested → Of CouRse No!!

087. Cried When Someone Died → YeS..My GrAnDpA...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself → 100% YeS!!

090. Miracles → YeS!!

091. Love at first sight → No..NeVeR ExPeRiEnCed..

092. Heaven → YeS

093. Santa Claus →NoT ReaLLy BeLiEve...

094 Tooth Fairy--> No..
095. Kiss on the first date -> YeS.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now → JusT Let It NaTure..StUdY 1st
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → YuP^^
099. Do you believe in God → YeS
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→bLaCk, CaLvIn LaU, WaI SioNg, ChEEsY, BoNg BonG, PooI Sie, CaTheRiNe, AvIvI, ChIaNg TeeN HaO, KhAnG YoU

WeAr SkIRt ToDaY^^

Wahaha...

Today I'm going to Sungei Wang to support my friend who participate in singing competition..

Erm...

What make me decide to wear skirt? (some more is mini skirt^___^)

Wanna attract attention??

DEFINETELY NO!!!!

Wanna pikat boys??

NOPE also!!

The answer is........

TaDa!!

Cos I accidently buy the skirt...

so I have to wear it..

If not, it just waste my money...

T__T

LoL..

Wanna see my look when wearing skirt??

Wahaha...Get it from me at msn la^^

I won't post it here...

Wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

HaPPy^^

Let's post some happy blog..

Tell you guys some good news...

First,

I'm GOING BACK TO HOMETOWN THIS FRIDAY!!!!

YAHOO~~~

I 'm going to meet my family, chat with them and also lay on my warmest bed^^

I do miss my family especially my daddy who work very hard to pay my fees and all the expenses..

Dad, I love you^__^

My dad and I..My dad very handsome right?? wahaha^^ That is for sure la..My dad leh!!

Second,

I get APPROVED from YAYASAN PERAK^^

YEAH!!!!

I will get RM1000 as my scholarship!!

YEAH~~~

well...Don't try to rob me...I am black belt from martial arts!!

ah cha!! cha!! cha!! cha!! (acting like bruce lee** wahaha^^)

Third,

I'm joining FAMINE 30!!

I'm sure you all know what is it..if don't know, never mind..Let's me explain to you..

It is a campaign that donate money to those unlucky children or people that always in hunger..

For example, Africans..

So now its that clear?? haha^^

By the way, who want to donate money for all this unlucky people, you can contact me (by giving some comment or testi)..I am one of the member of community service society also^^

Please tell me before 17 of July..

Yeah Yeah!! Today is TUESDAY already..

3 more days to go!! Then I will back to hometown!!

TELUK INTAN, I'M COMING!!!!

#SmiL3 aLw4yS#

~SaKaI~