FaMiNe 30^^

WoW~

Yesterday 23rd of August 2009, I just finished my fasting for 30 hours..

It is so syok, man!!

You guys must go to experience it next year...

Before I go to Famine 30 Hours..

I go for practise..

Haha..

First day, I fasting for 14 hours..

Second day, I fasting for 14 hours..

Third day, I fasting for 26 hours..

The feel is totally different...

WoW..

Now only I realise, I LOVE the feel of HUNGRY..

It make me so energetic even though I don't have anything in my stomach..

My friends all say I am insane..

During the FAMINE 30 DIY CAMP, I never feel a bit hungry..

I am the one who shout the most in the camp..haha( just wanna make my group member more energetic...so shouting some motivating slogans^^)

But I lost my voice at the next day..

L.O.V.E LOVE INDIA INDIA

L.O.V.E LOVE INDIA INDIA

BEAT IT~

NAANDEREE~

Haha..

that is my group slogan..

The most creative slogan among the groups..

Wahaha..just syok sendiri..

Who didn't join FAMINE 30 HOURS before..

You should go for it..

It really very fun..is true!!

Next year I sure join it again!!

FAMINE 30 2010, I WILL BE BACK!!

Haha..

me, grace goh and sabrina..haha..the most ugly picture of me..

me and my group member, Jooh..a pretty girl oh^^

this is the scene when I go to countdown ceremony at Stadium Bukit Jalil...Is around 7000 people at there..so high!!!

My SaMpAt CouSin~

Thanks to my sampat cousin, Saiwin Chew..

Today I went to 1 Utama with my dearest and most sampat cousin..

We snap a lot of self-loving pictures..

1st time snap pictures with smile =)

Thanks so much, Saiwin~

I Love this Picture the most...

To Someone (a guy)

I know you still care for me..

But can you don always ask me to accept this guy or that guy?

Not everyone is suit for me..

Sometimes I feel like I am a burden for everyone..

Always let people that around me worry about me..

make them sad, make their life so insecure because of me..

I know I dont have that great influence..

But I know my presence have make some people's life messy and suffer..

This is not the first time I feel so..

Stress has make my life so negative..

But then I still need to continue my life..

I dont know how long I can live in this earth..

With the energy I have, I will still make people that around me laugh..

make them happy..

I dont mind be a clown..

I just want all my friends happy..smile..laugh...

I know you always avoid me..

Just because of some reasons..

I know..i understand..

Sometimes I also doubt that should I tell you this and that..

but I know I have to keep my promise before I came to PJ..

that I have to tell you everything happening here..

I know when I tell you about my life, your mood will start to change..

You always ask me not so stress la..cheer up~

But it is hard for me..

Anyway, I will still make my life better..

Dont worry...

SiCk~

Recently, 2 of my house mates are in the illness..

As a house mate for them, I should take care for them..

But actually the main purpose I take care of them is I hope myself get sick too~

Wahaha^^

This is because long time I din fall sick already..(I think since form 1, that time is because chicken pox..Oh My God~)

I scare if later I sick, it will be a serious sick..

I don wan be that..So I rather to get a fever than get a serious sick..

But no matter how close I am with my housemates who are sick, how often I stick with them..

I just cant get sick~~

Alamak~~

Is it showed that my immune system is too strong???

I told my friends that I want get sick..

The first respond from them is "CHOI!!! Why you like that? Touch wood! Touch wood!"

Aiyo~

I just wanna get sick la..

Not commit suicide =__=

By the way, I hope my housemates will recover soon..

Take care, girls and guys~

drink more water and get enough sleep ya^^

I Am Not OkAy~

Since I come to PJ, my stress never reduce before..

It just keep on increasing..

Till now, I really can't stand with it anymore..

I feel wanna cry..

But I can't find a shoulder that I can lean..

Why I so stressful?

Let me tell you what post I am holding..

First, I am the Assistant Secretary of Travellr's Den..

Organiser for the Pulau Redang's Trip..

Second, I am the Assistant Treasurer of Public Speaking And Drama Club..

Need to recruit new member start from today..

Third, I am the chairperson of Musical Prom Night..

Every proposal need to finish within this semester..

Fourth, I am the Assistant Secretary for the Project Langkawi..

Is an big event for Community Service Society..

Every Sunday need to attend the meeting, some more will get scolded everytime meeting..(sure get scolded**)

I really can't sleep well every night..

Always think about the idea for the next meeting..

What should I do for the next meeting..

Which theme should I use for the Musical Prom Night..

I really miss my home...I miss my buddies in hometown..I miss my kampar friends

but because all of these meetings, I need to stay back every weekend..

The worst thing is when I emo..

You guys who know me well should know what I will do when I am emo..

When I emo, I not really will talk to people..

And this cause my housemates and friends not dare to talk to me..

They say I look "fierce" when I emo..

They got try to make me smile by jokes or whatever funny thing..

But I jus cant smile..

I am getting more emo nowadays..

I lost the ability of smile..

I am not like past..always the person who laugh the most..

I want be myself back..

But I just cant..

Who can help me find myself back??

I really need someone who can understand me..

Like my kampar friends and my hometown buddies..

They sure have the way to make me laugh..

share my tears and joy..

share my words of heart..

Sometimes, I feel wanna quit..

But I know I cant do such stupid thing..

I need to continue no matter how hard is it..

Although I am not really okay for now, I still will continue it..

It is for all of you who care for me out there..