~ More Than Words ~

Having a very long "vacation" with Mr. Assignment and my blog is being neglected..

Very sorry, my babe blog..

Now here I come to visit you and give you a big hug hug...=3

During the "vacation", there are tons of fun, sweet, stressed, upset things happened...

I am definitely stressed up and tension when I am having vacation with Mr.Assignment..

He didn't give me any sweetness or comfortable..

and yet I still need to work together with him until very late night..

ZOMBIEEE for 3 continuous sleepless night...

(>.<)

But I still love my Mr Assignment for giving me such a outstanding adventure..

A creepy, scary, and full of challenges adventure..

There are more that I can say with words..

It is a indescribable feeling.. 

Anyway, I have my sweetest April fool this year..

What is the thing that make me feel so sweet??

Hmm...I would like to keep it as my little secret..

If you guys wanna know it, then you guys need to slowly figure it out..

 I would like to have some mysteries and suspends for this little secret..hehe.. 

At the same time, I hope myself had make the correct decision..(^-^)

Well, here I want to take the opportunities to apologize to my dearest family..

Especially my lovely parents..

Sorry to make them to worry about me due to the outstanding adventure gave by Mr. Assignment..

Sorry for my expensive phone bill during the "vacation"..

Sorry daddy..Sorry Mummy..

I'm truely deeply very sorry..

(>.<)

Besides, I think I just miss the chance to work with my lovely pretty Boss (Belinda Chee) again...

This is also because of Mr. Assignment and I miss the chance..

ARGHH!! I hate you, Mr Assignment..

Why don't you just disappear earlier?? (T-T)

Sigh..Never mind..

I need to be stay positive thinking..

I'm sure there will be another chance which is coming soon..(^-^)

Last but not least..

I am having serious HOMESICK!!

Mummy, sorry for can't going back to celebrate your birthday..

I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!

DADDY!! 

I Miss You Too!! (T-T)

~ RainBow ~

 Have you ever wish to see rainbow right after rain?

Yes, I do.

I wish there is always someone draw me a rainbow after the rain..

Even though is not the real one..

But at least it is a rainbow that made up of 7 different colours..

A colourful rainbow that bend downward but make my dull lips bend upward..

I always hope there is a rainbow that can comfort me..

Know me well..

Care me meticulously..

Hug me every time when I said " I'm ok"..

and tell me " I know you are not"..

I always hope that I can own a rainbow in my life..

So I will never walk into Grey Area..

Not even black and white or sepia..

~ 第一次 ~

我所谓的第一次，不是你们想象中的第一次..

我的第一次就是第一次被送去医院...

虽然不是什么严重的病..

但心里那种莫名的害怕，恐惧感还是存在..

那种爱莫能助，孤单的心情真的无法形容..

第一次坐在轮椅上，被救护人员推进急救室..

第一次被数名医生站在我旁边，帮我降低心跳..

第一次做ECG 和心跳测验..

第一次躺在病床上，被护士推去另一件病房..

第一次吊盐水..

第一次感觉到和家人好像有种隐形的距离..

躺在病床上的那一刻，

我真的很希望家人就在身边..

紧紧地握着我的手..

告诉我不要害怕..

现在我总算明白为什么大部分的老人家或病人都不想住院..

因为你实在无法想象，你躺在病床上的时候..

那种害怕的滋味..

就算有人在你身旁，你也会觉得不好意思..

连累他们，令他们无法上班，无法做他们的事..

不过还好这次我没什么大碍，下午就可以出院了..

在医院的期间，表姐们都很关心我，

无时无刻都打电话给我..

还有我的阿姨们，舅舅，叔叔，姑姑，姑丈们..

妈妈告诉我说差不多整个安顺的亲戚都知道了..

真的还蛮吓到~~ 0.0

其中一个表姐还把我的病情夸张化了..

吓到其他亲戚们..

哈哈..真的很不好意思..><

在这里，我还要谢谢Vernard, Chelsea还有美棋(Maggie)..

谢谢Vernard把我送去医院..

害到他睡眠不足的..

Chelsea也一样..谢谢你陪我在医院一整天..

帮我联络我的父母..

真的很谢谢你..

还有Maggie。。谢谢你的安慰..

我那时候听到医生所说的话，真的有点慌了..

希望没影响到你去interview的心情..><

最后，我要谢谢我的爸爸妈妈还有弟弟..

爸爸妈妈特地从安顺上来..

爸爸无微不至的照顾我..

妈妈更是病了,现在连声音也没有..

弟弟昨晚竟然自动自发的帮我吃掉3/4的晚餐..

然后夹很多菜给我..煎炸食物也帮我吃了..

哈哈..表姐说可能我的弟弟知道我要买手机给他..

所以对我特别好..

哈哈..但我觉得应该不是..

今天病情好转了..

谢谢大家的关心哦..

希望没有第二次..

大家要健健康康，开开心心哦..^^

~ My Dreams In My Life ~

Sometimes people said our lives are just like our dreams

Whatever we dreamed about, it could be happen in reality..

or maybe happened in opposite situation..

 I recall back what I dreamed about

when I was aged 5 until now..

It could be funny...but it is my dreams in my life..

From nothing to something..

It could be hard... 

but when you get the "product" from your hard work..

You paid with a sweet smile..

Life is too short to date with "sadness" and "emo"..

Live your life with happiness..

Make your life alive with a smile a day..

Dream = Life

Don't make your life a nightmare..

~2011新年大聚会 + 新年趣事~

说到新年啊..

大家第一个想到的就是红包了吧，对吗？

哈哈..不用害羞啦..大胆承认吧..

我承认我也有想到红包啦..

但是那是第二个想到的东西..

第一个想到的是我的父母和朋友们..

这是真的哦! 请相信我..XD

回到家第一时间就是捉着妈妈问东问西..

问的不是今年红包有多少钱..

而是问他谁谁谁有回来啊?

有买新年的东西了吗？

打扫了吗？

我看起来好像很乖哦？

我不是扮乖哦~是真的咧！！

新年嘛..最不能错过的就是拍照！！

所以啊，今年拍了很多!! 

而且今年初一到初四，我都穿裙去拜年哦..XD

朋友们和亲戚们都称赞我列！！

好啦，话不多说..

来些照片给你们看看..

cantik tak?? Please say yes and click "like"..XD

还有哦...

姨丈的孙儿们..

今年的全家福！！O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

最美的还是这张..

但是那些金鱼佬请弹远远去..

不要看这张照片..(#‵′)

~ 我寂寞寂寞就好 ~

这几天的心情都无法平静下来..

不爱说话，就只是想静静地..

静静地发呆..

和姨丈的回忆一直...

一直都在我脑袋里出现..

虽然自己也尝试放下，

但一想到他在和病魔搏斗的那个辛苦的样子..

心里却有万分的不舍得他..

姨丈葬礼之后的几天..

我都尝试去笑，去和表哥表姐打羽毛球轻松一下心情..

但一旦到了晚上时刻，心情总是有点忧郁..

甚至感到孤单寂寞..

每天晚上都发梦..

有时候还会哭醒..

梦到的都不是什么甜梦..

也不是什么恶梦..

就是一些令到我伤心欲哭的梦..

我就是一个那么感性的人..

动不动就流眼泪..

动不动就不爱说话..

最近还发现了一件事..

原来一瞬间的时间

就足够让两个好朋友变成彼此的陌生人..

有一段时间没和他联络，

昨天竟然因为一些小事而小吵一会儿了..

虽然彼此都道歉了..

但心里总觉得我越来越不了解他了..

我们之间也慢慢出现了一段距离..

可能是时候放弃之前和noob说的话了..

Hebe的歌果然没错..

我寂寞寂寞就好..

这时候谁都别来安慰   拥抱

就让我一人去痛到受不了  想到快疯掉

死不了就还好..

人本来就寂寞的, 借来的都该还了..

~ 短暂的开心 ~

人家总说快乐的时间都很短暂..

就像烟花一样..

灿烂的时光就只是在那一瞬间..

我都从来都没有否认这句话..

只是没有想到它会那么快发生在我身上..

2010年12月26日

我开开心心的带着相机参加姨丈的生日晚会

心里都在想一定要帮姨丈拍个美美的全家福..

全家福不是很完整，因为姨丈没有和他的孙子一起拍..

但他还叫我农历新年时一定要帮他拍一个完完整整的全家福..

我就说：“好啊！没问题！包在我身上！”

2011年1月9日 傍晚

满心欢喜的拿着新电话到处拍照..

但这一切都只是烟花般的快乐..

"ring...ring..."

妈妈听着电话: "好..好..现在马上过去"

听完电话的妈妈泪水满眶，我就知道有不好的事情发生..

虽然很想问什么事，但最终我还是保持肃静和冷静，载我妈妈和表姐去医院..

然后载那班孩子 (姨丈的孙子)回家冲凉换衣..

但回到家没多久，就看到舅舅满脸悲哀，头低低的走进家..

“没了..没了.."

"什么没了？" 我说

"姨丈..他..急救不成功..离开这世界了"

"什么？！！”

我还来不及反应，我就听到三姨的哭声..

三姨哭成泪人，一直说她没机会和姨丈说最后几句话..

那班小孩看到也跟着哭了起来..

妈妈和阿姨们纷纷都抱着三姨哭了起来..

看到这样的场面，有谁会不哭呢？

眼泪慢慢的从眼眶流了出来..

但为了不要让场面更悲哀，我强忍了眼泪..

拖着那班小孩上车，当起他们的保姆..

那班小孩，生病的生病, 伤心的伤心..

自己却还要忍着情绪，照顾他们..

还记得小时候，姨丈每次都带我去他家玩..

和表哥表姐唱卡拉ok..

表姐还教我弹钢琴呢！

不止如此，我还跟姨丈去早市开档卖水果..

边唱歌边拉客人来买水果..

快乐无比!!

但有谁会想到，就因为那个病魔

那个吃饱没事做的病魔把我姨丈的生命也夺走了..

剩下的就只是那些回忆..

姨丈，我很想念你..

你可以回来吗？

我不想新年又少了一个人陪我们..

去年是阿嫲，今年是你..

你一定不舍得我们的，对吗？

那你赶快起来啊！不要再睡了..

我还没帮你拍完完整整，和你的儿女孙子一起的全家福啊~

姨丈~ (T^T)

穿黄衣的就是我的姨丈，红衣的就是三姨

~ 全家福 ~

~ 姨丈的孙子 ~

~ New Year 2011 ~

Woo~

2010 is gone and here come 2011!!

This year is my very first time went for countdown concert with my parent..

So so so unbelievable that my parent will act like those younger and join this countdown activity..

They even wanna try to play the bubble spray with those youngers on the street..LOL

here is the evidence for my statement..~\(≧▽≦)/~

SEE! what they wear on their head??

Is a mouse ear's hairband..LOL

By the way, this is not my idea but my dad's idea!!

Unexpected right?

 Besides, we also went into The Curve to snap some photos as well..^^

see what my dad try to do to my mom?? XD

* the 2 person who are wearing pink and blue shirt are my aunties*

Even though this year countdown I am back to single..

BUT I am not alone..My family is always by my side..

They are the one who always be there for me..

Thanks Dad..

Thanks Mom..

I really love you all..muacks..

Last but not least..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 !!